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i want out but it won't let me go.

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handmade textures from personal stock used.



sometimes, i feel strong enough;
strong enough to defend for others;
strong enough to do everything myself.
then sometimes, that strength would suddenly vanish,
like it's been all drained away into a void.
then i'd feel hopeless, weak but
at the same time, like i would explode at any minute.
sometimes, i want to run away
from responsibilities and everyone else,
from my past and all the shit i did,
from that weakness before it gets to me.
when i think i've run far enough,
i turn around to see if i've lost it yet, and
only disappoint myself to see it's still there,
always following, attached like a shadow.
so now, most of the time, i don't even try anymore.
i would suddenly stop caring and tell it, "fuck this"
then walk away, still dragging it,
with the fakest smile i can conjure
with the strongest bluffs i can make
and off to neverland we go.
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